Life Goes On

I'm lost and confused. I don't know what to believe or do. I'm going to continue on my road. If I realize that I'm on the wrong road then I will make a U turn and go on a different road. Am I worried that I'm wrong and will regret painfully? Yes. Yes, I am.

As the years pass by, society gets more complex. There is about 6,785,929,590 people living on Earth. That's more than 6 billion minds out there thinking right now. Each, thinking of something different. No wonder people feel lost. What's right and what's wrong? There's more than a billion ideas colliding with each other. Everyone competes with each other trying to prove their way or idea. How do we know what road to follow? We don't. If we did, there would be no point in living. Thus, keep an open mind. Respect and keep all ideas into consideration. If you do make the wrong decision, than take a moment to grieve. Let it all out and then move on. Rome wasn't built in one day and neither will success.

Satisfaction

Have you ever heard of the saying on tv commercials, "Satisfaction guaranteed or you get your money back?" Well, the same applies to relationships. If you can't satisfy your partner then they'll want they're heart back or whatever they gave you. You have to be special to them. If you don't love them like how they want to be loved then your lacking satisfaction. Therefore, you're indifferent like all the rest. They may want you to be open minded, athletic, or smart. The list goes on and if you lack one of their needs then you got three options. Change, make up for it, or just leave. Guys are not meatheads. We have standards and needs. If you're ordinary like all the other girls then your're just like all the other girls. Ladies, if you want a guy, be EXTRAordinary.

Understood

Often, the less fortunate aspire in life more successfully then others. They are motivated by something so strong, that all the see is their goal. They're like a horse with blinders. They're immune to distractions around them, only able to see straight ahead at the finish line. Does this mean that you have to be less lucky to accomplish goals? No, it simply means that we just need the will to be successful. I've learned that there are many paths to success and that if you don't achieve at first then try again. It is never too late to get things right. The United Kingdoms past prime minister, Winston Churchill, once said ,"Courage is going from failure to failure without losing enthusiasm." Thanks for everybody's care especially my parents. You guys are all annoying as hell but I understand what I need to do. Plus the margaritas help too haha.

School -___-

Volleyball. Boxing. Movies. Fishing. Killed a shark. Buffet. Natural herbs. Blame it on the alcohol. Adventures. Camping. Romance. Bike Party! All nighters. And so much more. Summer was spontaneous and fun. I spent it with the people I care about most. I only wish that summer was longer.=[

School was confusing haha. Inhaled some relaxing fumes in the morning so school was interesting. People are funny as hell hahha. I'm determined to do good in school this year. It's getting late and I don't have much else to say so goodnight and happy new school year lmao.

Summer Rain

It rained in the morning today. How weird haha. I watched a show today about mans quest for immortality. " The minute we're born, we start to die. Every breath, every heart beat, it's one step closer to death." Has the impossible finally become possible though? One guy said that we could eventually live to be 1,000 years old by 2060! Is mankind finally going to be able to cheat death? As much as I fear death, I think cheating it would mess up everything. Everyone's fear is death and eventually it will get us. Live your life to the fullest. It's that simple. Don't regret any second of your life because you'll never get a restart button in reality. Besides, even if we're able to live to become one thousand, why would you waste any second of your life? Enjoy lifes wonderful pleasures, succeed your goals, and build long lasting relationships with people. Just get up and Do it.

Broken

Without struggle, you can never become stronger. Without mistakes, you will never learn. Why must some people go through life just trying to survive while others become so ignorant as to take everything for granted? The world has become so tainted with violent wars, most driven by the greed for money. Although I'm a Catholic, I'm still skeptical about everything. The most frequent question that runs through my mind is: Where is God? Oh and btw, Fuck the govt. Fuck the police. Fuck them all.

Simple Yet Hard

Everyone has dreams. Everyone wishes to be something. Some people want to be in the NFL wihle some want to be a professional dancer. As for me, I want to be a professional MMA fighter. I don't know if I want to become one without a doubt yet but this is something I've admired for quite awhile. I love meeting new ispirational and interesting people. Today, I met a couple of guys from a professional dance group called "Head Hunters." I'm glad I went with Hao and Kevin to check out that Trueno. Dedication, hardwork, and perserverance. In the end, it all comes down to one question. How bad do you want it? You always have to be ready to pay with hardwork in order to achieve your goal. No matter how big or how far your objective is, if you truly are passionate about it, then you will eventually succeed.

I also learned one of lifes secrets to happiness. It's to live life with simplicity. Think about it lol.