Fucked up

I never learn my lesson until the consequences happen. It's all fun and games until you get caught up. You guys are like family. I know we fucked up and I know we can't do much but we're ready to be responsible on our behalf and try to make things better. I speak for all of us when I say thank you for all the shit you guys have done for us. Thank you, we really do appreciate it.

It's the little things that really add up. You were right.

I Told You So

".....If there are hard times it seems,
But you ain't gettin no sympathy,
No baby not from me,
Cause I told you you should never leave.
See you chose this road
So you gotta go it alone
Remember I told you so......"

Maybe you never looked at my point of view. No guy will ever put in so much effort nor will they do all that stuff for you. It's to bad you could not have realized it sooner because my heart isn't going to let me come back to you.

(May 21, 2009)- Thank you. But, I'm sorry.... I Told You So.

Oblivious

“When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us.”

Every so often, we make someone or something our everything. All our energy is focused on just one direction that we forget to look around. Sometimes it's not even worth it and often we'll overlook the many possibilities that are thrown at us. Just take a look around. You'll see.

All Nighter

Went to a wack ass picnic in blazing hot weather. No food and I didn't find what I was looking for. Walked to the library to escape the hot weather. Cooled down and then went to Elvis's birthday kickback. Good vibe and body heat. Went home in the back of a pickup. La Migra! haha. Drove down to Santa Cruz. Bonfire. Puff, Puff. Sip, Sip. Shooting stars, crashing waves, soft grains of sand, the beach was really captivating.

Coincidently, I relived part of our past today. That party was where we first ventured. I also went to the beach where we spent out last days. What a coincidence haha. It was nice but the past is the past. It's over.

The Law

When am I going to learn my lesson. I felt hella disappointed in myself. Man I do pretty stupid shit.Oh wells, just another lesson in my life. haha.

Pain

Today was like pain day for me. I whacked myself in the balls and I fell twice on my bike! Fackkk. I'm so glad I wore a helmet. If I didn't I probably would have lost my front teeth. My whole body is in agony. I have cuts everywhere but hey, "You only got one life to live." I'll post up a video of my fall tomorrow lmao.

Spinning

Today was just a chill day. I helped out this cholo today too. Apparently, him and one of his girls got into an arguement and she made him walk home. Hella fucked up. I let him borrow my phone and he gave me a nice little gift afterwards for being "cool." haha What a nice guy. The carnival was pretty chill too. Gawd, I still feel hella nauseous from that zipper ride. Fucken Chau is a screamer. lmao.

I'm sorry I was such a jerk. Maybe one day I'll explain and contradict your accusation.

Good Ass Friday

Today was an extremely good day. I've been looking forward to this weekend and so far it's pretty cool. I haven't had a day like this with my home boyz in awhile. School was pretty chill. The only downside was when there wasn't enough time for me to go try the pull ups for the marines corp thingy. After school, I took a nice nap and went out to go bmx. I think I'm starting to get back into bmx again. The dirt jumps are fresh and rebuilt and they scared the hell out of me but I still tried them. I'm glad I did too. The adrenaline was pumping quickly through my veins and I was just praying to God that I'd be in one piece after that 5 foot gap( approximately) haha. Landed it smoothly and cleanly. I love the feeling I get for that slit second I defy the laws of gravity. Nothing on my mind. Just me and the air. I love it. The mixer was pretty fun. I mean there were it's pros and cons but I had a great time. Sick ass rumble too. Man the ladies were.....WOW. Damn so much boootyyy. Eric is very happy. lmao =] Today couldn't get any better. =]

Postman

If mailmen deliver mail to us, who delivers their mail? lol

Wrap Your Tools Niggaaaa

"90 people get the swine flu and everybody wants to wear a mask. A million people have AIDS and no one wants to wear a condom."

40 ounce with the homiez

No matter how hard you try to make a relationship work, if your the only one trying, than it's not going to work. It takes two persevering people to have a successful relationship. Not just one persevering individual. I've tried everything and yet you still feel vulnerable with me. You have extremely disappointed me. I don't want to deal with this anymore. Fuck it.

Bitch

Fuck you. I'm filled with so much disappointment and rage. Now, my knuckle is bruised.