For now

So I've finally decided to make a blog. The idea of having a blog is still pretty gay to me but fuck it lol. Out of all the days and all the problems we have encountered, it ends now. It's confusing actually. I don't know what to feel or what to do. Over the past couple months, we've been jumping over so many hurdles. We've adapted and overcame. Why end it now? Idk. Well, now I know how it felt. I never meant to jeopardize our relationship and I'm sorry for ever risking that. I would actually like to continue this in the future. I always enjoy learning from our mistakes and experiencing new things with you. Your always a blast to be around and you are an amazing girl. This is not ever yet and I'm hoping it'll just be another chapter to our story. I just wish that I could have been better for you. But I also wish you could see things from my point of view. I always mean to do the best for you. I'm starting to realize I'm not ready for a relationship. I'd really love for us to stay close friends and to continue talking and hanging out as usual. I hope that wouldn't be too much to ask for. Anyways, now I can finally focus on my goals and interest without being distracted. I can also get back to being the old eric. The one who couldn't keep his hands off other girls. lmao jk But ladies, feel free to comfort me at anytime ;]
Today was a tiring but fun day. After a couple months, I've finally decided to fix my bike. I even paid for both of my tubes. After I met up with the guys, we started to ride all the way to the skate park. I bought green juice along the way at Lee Sandwiches. That shit taste like SHIT. I can't believe green juice would look appetizing to me. It looked hella good but it didn't taste good. The stupid thing is, I asked the people that work there what the juice is after I opened it up and drank it. I should have asked before dammit. Riding at the park was thrilling. I like the adrenaline rush. My tube popped again though but luckily this nice biker was willing to sell a spare to me. Riding home was pretty cool too except it was very cold. I hope I don't get sick again. Well that pretty much was how my day went.